小時候有很多不同的夢想。

Part of childhood is that constant shifting ground of the future you try to know and confirm. Anything might catch your fancy, might become your next goal, might become your next dream.

I’ve always believed that the reason I am the person I am today is as much because of the things I let go of as the things I decided to hold on to.

是不是遺憾我覺得不太重要。
重要的是現在擁有的什麼。

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I have a trail of notebooks in my life.
In these notebooks there are leftovers of everything from every time.
My poor drawing attempts, snatches of song lyric and poems, design type sketches, 幸福小小人…

Amongst those are also sketches of flower arrangements.

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I’ve carried a deep love for flowers for so many years, and it’s come out in the weed bundles I used to make for my family, my countless poems and poetry collections in the works, my sad failed origami attempts, my love of what they mean and the stories around them, the number of bouquets I’ve dried and pressed and tried to grow… the list goes on.

覺得有花的世界很美。
覺得有香氣是一種魅力,能燦爛是一種志氣,能美顏四方是一種勇敢。
也許因為我也是花,所以覺得親近。

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You never really know when the things you leave behind find their way into your hands again.

You never really know what your hands are capable of doing, or if they need to be capable in order to hold something.

Sometimes it’s enough to let the parts of you that you had to leave behind remind you they never really go away, and that you don’t have to be excellent in order to love them. You just need to love them.

我總覺得我現在天天捧著手裏,心裏無數的花。
我想把我心裏,想的,感受的那最美麗的東西留在這個世界上。
我想每天都種不同的話。

我想對這個世界說我有多麼的愛它。有多麼感謝我活過的每一個風景。

Sometimes all of it just means a little cup of flowers on a sunny afternoon.

 

 


All photos by koe.

Posted by:jasmine

Jasmine is an editor, poet, and community arts organizer. She comes to poetry by way of Chinese music. This blog is a mapping of ways.

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